Bottleneck

Recently I've had a considerable sum of work load.
Surely there have been good and bad consequences due to my heavy work load.

Good-
1. I found out my limits. There are many things that I indeed need my teams' favor.
2. I found out negotiating with people is the most crucial.
3. I found out there are hidden shortcuts to improve my efficiency; there is hidden creativity waiting for me; there are many ways to make over my delayed schedule.

Bad-
1. I felt uneasy about my performances. I felt quite guilty to fail my own expectations (to myself), and my coworkers as well(which is possible).
2. I felt a little bit lost and quite tired mentally, which interfered with my judgements, and my plans to finish everything clear and on time.

Today I watched a shampoo advertisement from Asiance. The famous Korean star(全智賢) smiles beautifully and says a sentence touching my heart:

"As long as you wish to be beautiful, you will be beautiful."

I want to be beautiful for sure, and other great things as well.
Similar sentences come to my mind:

"As long as you wish to be free, you will be free."
"As long as you wish to be happy, you will be happy."

I have to remind myself again who I am, and who I might become of.
Then here comes the powerful conclusion: I CAN DO IT!